Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Big Decisions

I made a really big decision today. I decided not to return to work. Originally I had planned on returning to work part-time; about 10-20 hours a week. I have been agonizing over this decision for weeks. I was due to return to work tomorrow. I simply could not do it.

We still didn't have the Cayden babysitter situation figured out. I never felt comfortable leaving him. I don't know why. I trust Chad's cousin. She has raised to great boys of her own. But I have always believed that I am best suited to take care of Cayden.

So I am unemployed for the first time in 10 years. This is going to be a major financial adjustment for Chad and I, but I believe that sacrifies will be worth it. I am so proud of Chad for being willing to take on the entire financial burden of our family.

I am confident that this decision is the best decision for our family. Cayden needs me right now. He is so little and still adjusting to his new world. I am so glad that I will be able to stay at home with him. We are going to have so much fun~we already have been; after all we are best buddies.

1 comment:

Abby Reed said...

oh, I am so excited for you! This will work out fabulously!! And who knows, before long, you may not want to EVER work again!!!